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06 September 2020 @ 02:31 pm
My mom had a tough time getting me out of the black hole  



I am just as disoriented and ambivalent as any other misfits, sometimes. My mind is constantly encapsulated and disabled by my insecurities. Thus, I am quite introverted at times, but with perpetual exposure, I will adapt fine in time. My photographs help to replace my verbal abilities and convey the message at times, because I'm always at a loss of words. Simply, I think more than I speak. However, my absurb dreams form chimeras that threatens to seize my little happy square world. So don't say I ride on luck in a green pasture, I do experience bad patches in life.

I saved this little 30%locked space for myself and the worthy, so.....


Hello Sleazy, I'm Disgusting
 
 
Current Mood: amused
 
 
14 December 2008 @ 08:43 pm
^^,  
I would like to change url. @ oxigeneration.livejournal.com
 
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10 November 2008 @ 08:46 pm
Strumm dee dumm  
My dad bought a guitar for us......HAHAHAHAHAHA
I dont know what to do with it......I hate learning new things.
Lessons/Myself?
Ugh it's gonna take damn long to learn cos I have short stubby stiff fingers, am a klutz, have zero music talent and do not enjoy acoustic songs that much.
mwahahah 1st song to master "Anyone but you" cos Darell says its easy..
Don't worry..I will not annoy people with Taylor Swift's songs. They are pretty damn tacky cheesy and kiddy.

w1sh m3 luck!!!
 
 
Current Mood: blank
 
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27 October 2008 @ 05:21 pm
Bukit Tinggi  
Went Bukit Tinggi during the weekends for a breather. It was quite awesome and I want to go back there, the weather's so cooling and I would love to pet a bunny again!!! It's so soft and cuddly and I think if I can't own a pet dog I would definitely love to get a bunny and name it Pixie.



So cute right?! Didn't edit the image. Kinda regret not bringing my dslr, only brought my digicam.

Will update more pics soon..Am currently left with plenty uncompleted tutorials.

Btw Sonam, Happy Deepavali!
 
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30 September 2008 @ 09:24 pm
I will *blade* u  
WILL THAT INSANE GIRL PLEASE STOP ASKING ME ABOUT A PARTICULAR SOMEONE (coughs*coughs)

I swear, I can sing Leona Lewis's song now...Just in a different way though.
She keeps bugging...She keeps keeps bugging me ~ ~ ~

Hahaha sonam where r u, we need to crap it 0ut again!
So jo, u get the drift? \m/ Cmon 6oct!!

Btw, am loving Plain White T's new songs 1234 and Natural Disaster.
w00t bet delilah is luvin it too.
 
 
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: T.I - Whatever You Like
 
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08 September 2008 @ 09:32 pm
w00t  
Am watching MTV Video Music Awards...am thrilled to see Britney \m/
Why am I grooving towards Rihanna's Disturbia song....!!

Disturbiaaaa ~ ~
 
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22 August 2008 @ 11:49 am
I don't understand  
How could it always be accurate most of the time?

When I'm faced with a crisis, I tend to read Friendster's horoscope and it always pricks me in some way. There's always this small advice that seems to come in handy, murdering the pessimist in me. It reads my life like a journal in hand. Like last time, before tournaments/exams, I'll take a peek at it..somehow it relates to the predicament I'm in.

Today, I'm going back to my mom's hometown in M'sia.
Friendster says "The more time you can spend with children, the better. You need their bright energy....Find out if any friends could use your babysitting services or visit some younger relatives." which is apparently what I'm about to do later? I suppose? And all my cousins are like young children.

It's time to suck their bright energy..w00t
I'm slightly looking forward because they just bought a golden retriever puppy.

SEE U
 
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19 August 2008 @ 08:57 pm
Chilling (Part 1)  


Darell, am sorry if this set of pictures might just cause you a lifetime of embarrassment. They are just too lol-worthy. ^^

( Quite image heavy )
Part 2 to be continued
 
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18 August 2008 @ 07:20 pm
pheww  


Finally, a new layout.

Gonna update pictures tmr.
 
 
Current Mood: full
 
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02 August 2008 @ 02:05 pm
2003-2006  


Isn't it nice to know
That the lining is silver?
Isn't it nice to know
That we're golden

Well I found a list of flaws
That I saw in myself
and other people
And I threw it away because
Bon Voyage

( Those were the days, BMSS: Back to school )
 
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27 July 2008 @ 05:40 pm
Help me vote pretty please  
Hello humans/martians/organisms!



If you think the girl on the right (Jolene) is awesome,

1) Go to http://redsports.sg/category/floorball/

2) Look for the post "RedSportsVI - Who are the best 6 floorballers in the girls’ A Division Championship?"

3) PLEASE VOTE Jolene (#12, IJC, Forward)

Thank you much!!!!

Ensure you that you're not voting carelessly because her floorball shots really spell danger. At the same time, she's as graceful as a flamingo. (Hahaha)
 
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22 July 2008 @ 06:32 pm
Seriously?  
What are girls resorting to these days?

( Welcome to the world of Abandoned Dignity ** NSFW )
 
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05 July 2008 @ 08:03 pm
Rant  
I have lost every fighting spirit left in me. This recent attachment is giving me migraines and from what every living asshole who were previously attached there said about it being stress-free, I would like to catapult them into space and leave them stranded there because this is what I'm feeling now. Lost.

The class is filled with intimidating chinese-speaking people and I dislike it though not to the extent of hate. It's pretty tough trying to fit in and it baffles me why every accounting student in my school seems to only converse in chinese. Why can't they accommodate when there are non-chinese students that are our classmates too? I can almost imagine how our non-chinese friend feels getting swarmed by it everyday. I know as a chinese, I should value our own language but hello? What happened to racial harmony......and inclusion?

I am on the verge of jumping off a cliff because projects are being thrown to us every week. And what's worst when the teachers make brief explanations, throw us a pair of wings each and expect us to fly?! It's awful. I understand as young adults, we should take initiative do some research and learn about it ourselves but it is a totally new insight and there should be a certain amount of explanation to go by first or at least small examples.
For my case, none. Bank's operations are so vast and complicated, basic definitions are still unknown to us and it's hard to find how everything is interrelated. Stocks? They spell yuck.

Stress directly causes me to fall sick. If they night before, I face immense stress, I would have the hunch that tmr I would be down with flu, sore throat or headache. I can't help worrying and don't try the *You can't worry all your life like that, it will be okay* because it's for the delusional. No comforting will do good because no matter how you try to put away those worries, the problem/issues remains. IT REMAINS. IT PREVAILS. IT STAYS.

For now, I'm down with a sorethroat and headache. So,

Wish with me that this 9 weeks of torment ends in a flash. _l_
 
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26 June 2008 @ 08:51 pm
Project Runway  
For the fans of project runway



Happy choking yourself ^o^
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22 June 2008 @ 07:06 pm
Cuppa kopi  


Somehow, everything is seriously getting mundane. I'm going to have a new set of itineraries listing all available places I can go and do stuffs. Should I get a moleskin? Though I'm afraid it would just be chucked away and disappear under the heaps of thrash in my bedroom. Would like to visit heaven praise thrift store at upper bukit timah but I just can't seem to lift my feet there. Am always seized by the fear of ending up with nothing, having an unfruitful experience and wasting time. I need to go to the death cab gig and print awexxsome fan tees or end up being a social sucker.. if it is due to the uncertain and last minute school commitments..grzzz.

Anyway I swapped my stupid fuggish lg ks20 phone (plx don't ever get that!!!!) for another flawless beauty.

( Valentine )
 
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17 June 2008 @ 09:49 pm
Scary handwriting test  
Never had I did a test so terrifyingly true..

/Edited: Do the test here CLICK!

I swear any of you need to try this, somehow

( Shitzo this test is pretty accurate....and disturbing )
 
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16 June 2008 @ 03:25 pm
7 wonders of the world  
By Tess to the A

SEVEN PEOPLE YOU WANT TO DO THIS SURVEY
Seven people who currently have uneventful lives just like me. ^,^

( Survey: 7 things to do before you die happy )
 
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13 June 2008 @ 06:41 pm
Playlist  
Safe Ride - Cute is what we aim for (luvvv it)
Neon Sky - Wolftron
Handlebars - Flobots
Everything I Ask For - The Maine
The Sound of Something Safe - The Morning Of
Don't Make Me Wait - Locksley

Tune ~(._.)~ In
 
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04 June 2008 @ 08:01 pm
Chocolate chip friendship ship  
Behind every winsome facade, lies a grieving heart in a struggle to express itself.

I hate how I can't go up to you and say I miss you. I hate how I can't abandon the past and move on. I hate how I can't stop reminiscing about those fucking awesome orgasmic high-pitch hyeena laughters we had. I hate how you could always read my mind. I hate how you were my best partner in my favourite sports. I hate how you I tried to put in so much effort to care for you and you did nothing in return. I hate when you say you miss me but I just don't feel the sincerity at all. I hate how you always get taken advantage of and you never seem to bother. I hate how I get weak in my knees when I see you losing faith. I hate how you always listened to those melodramatic/emo/pop/cliche love songs that stays on repeat. I hate how you mix with people who hurt you in the end and cast aside the people whom love and protected you endlessly. I HATE SO MUCH HOW YOU NEVER EVER TRIED TO TAKE INITIATIVES. I hate how when our No.1 Joker Girl told me to forget about changes that will never happen, I didn't listened. I hate to say....your imperfections didn't deter my love for you until recently....

Dearest, I can't defend you anymore . . I'm leaving.

I'm not skulking from problems neither am I going to face it. I'm not flouting our friendship. I'm tired of how you never seemed to bother about anything. There's a limit to everything I can do for you and it ends here. I can't be always salvaging our friendship, I've drained myself enough.

I don't know how to pretend like nothing happened, because obviously, I'm not someone whom can hide my feelings well...neither can I express myself well..Contradicting isn't it? Idk ~

Lastly, I hate how the right words just won't come and stay. And I can't help but say that "Death Cab - The Ice is Getting Thinner" song suits this situation well...Freaky.

Time to seek new horizonzzzzz,
Your ex-bestie (Haha)
 
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30 May 2008 @ 12:04 pm
Playlist  


Cath - Death Cab For Cutie
No Sunlight - Death Cab For Cutie
Your New Twin Sized Bed - Death Cab For Cutie
The Ice Is Getting Thinner - Death Cab For Cutie


We bury our love in the windsory grave
Along came the snow, was all that remained.
But we stayed by its side, as the days turned to weeks
And the ice kept getting thinner with every word that we'd speak.

Naive - The Kooks
Tessellate - Tokyo Police Club
Other Side Of The World - KT Tunstall
 
 
Current Mood: good
Current Music: DCFC!!!
 
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